Saturday, February 27, 2010

Not wanting to lose...

I'm the type of girl who's quiet,
the one you will not  find in the corner of a party...
in fact on the dance floor,
this is me...

I'm the type of girl who's hard to get to know,
I'm not use to showing myself to people i don't know,
and give myself away.
this is just who i am...

I'm the type of girl who doesn't start a conversation,
friends would know i hardly ever start a conversation,
so if you want to get to know me,
you know what you have to do.

And though i know these are some of the qualities i shouldn't have,
i can't help but have them.
they're in me,
it's who i am.

I want to change,
i really do.
But it's hard to change something,
when you've been like that for a long time.

So don't get second thoughts,
if we haven't talked in a while.
You might think it's because of you,
no, it's because of me.

I hope you understand,
and like me the way i am.
I'm want to change,
and i'm trying to change.

But it's going to take time,
and I hope you know that.
And not forget it.
Because i don't want to lose you as a friend.

1 comment:

  1. ok, so thats u...

    want to knw abt this ----->

    Newly Born dreamer...eyes Filled with dreams and lips with prayers...

    A guy who talks to himself and kisses his own Image...

    He loves color n darkness. Rain, books n to spend time alone but loves Company

    His Friends and his Diary "jaavi" are his life.....Proudy yet friendly...

    He is an open book...But Is hidden N LOST...yet burning with Desires...

    DOESNT believe in love n is lost in the sea of Faces...

    He Is Painfully sweet and Delicately Strong...Cries after a Laugh...

    The Only Time he Wants Love Is When he doesn’t deserve it...

    Complicated To The Extent That he Gives Up on His Own Self

    Teases Advisers n Mocks Sarcasm...he Can Hide His Tears n Make Laugh

    Walks on His Broken Dreams But still Loves Himself...!

    Intoxicate yet full Of life...That’s the Psycho Avishek..alrite!!!

    ok hold ur applause i know u liked it...Hahahaha....thnkx