Not wanting to lose...

I'm the type of girl who's quiet,
the one you will not  find in the corner of a party...
in fact on the dance floor,
this is me...

I'm the type of girl who's hard to get to know,
I'm not use to showing myself to people i don't know,
and give myself away.
this is just who i am...

I'm the type of girl who doesn't start a conversation,
friends would know i hardly ever start a conversation,
so if you want to get to know me,
you know what you have to do.

And though i know these are some of the qualities i shouldn't have,
i can't help but have them.
they're in me,
it's who i am.

I want to change,
i really do.
But it's hard to change something,
when you've been like that for a long time.

So don't get second thoughts,
if we haven't talked in a while.
You might think it's because of you,
no, it's because of me.

I hope you understand,
and like me the way i am.
I'm want to change,
and i'm trying to change.

But it's going to take time,
and I hope you know that.
And not forget it.
Because i don't want to lose you as a friend.